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The theme of my costume design is "Appearance of anxiety". I want people to see the pain of everyone who suffers from "Appearance of anxiety" in my garment. Let us no longer with colored glasses, to treat the imperfect people around.
l have been a fat girl since childhood, so l feel inferior.l don't know when the world become very one-dimensional.Only thin, very thin, very thin can be beautiful and delicate.When l was a child,I was affectionately called "fat girl" because of my obesity. I'm pretty used to ittoo.But when I got older and had a crush on a guy who didn't like me because l was fat and told me l was ugly.So l decided to start losing weight.During the time l lost weight,I had severe body anxiety. When l eat too much，I'd pick my throat and make the food spit out. would get up and run in the middle of the night because l didn't exercise today.I would buy a lot of big clothes to try to hide my weight.In order to lose weight,I let my body worse and worse,even sick.After all this torture, I'm starting to wonder， Life is not a beauty pageant......